Welcome to my web page. I am melcom or also Andreas melcom Urban.
I am a member of the Demoscene and create electronic music that can be downloaded here for free.

Wednesday, December 22, 2021

► I wish you a Merry Christmas

 Guten Morgen πŸ™‹‍♂️

The year is coming to an end, and we are still in the Corona Pandemic. It's so sad ... 😧 And we just can't get out of this horror ... It was a tough year for me. When I turn on the TV, all I see is stupid people doing stupid things or seeing a conspiracy in everything. Where is it going to end ... *sigh* I hope Santa doesn't bring you any presents, you stupid, stupid people ... 🀨

Well, enough of that now. What happens now in the last days of this year? I kicked a lot of my followers on Twitter and even Instagram. Yes, I did! I'm not really active on Instagram anyway, and before I even opened the account to the public, I already had a few followers. As soon as I opened this account to the public, I lost almost all followers again in just a few hours. I am very happy to have lost these people. Because even if I had presentable content, you probably wouldn't like it. I already know this from twitter! And shortly after, I launched a major attack on Twitter and kicked out almost all of my followers! You have been following me for years and no matter what I post there, you have never once reciprocated. Not a single comment or like or whatever!! Away with you!!!

So, now I feel better 😊

As I have written several times, I work hard on myself and my music. Unfortunately, I get very little or no feedback on my music. This often hurts me very much and is also not very good for my well-being. How often have I sat here thinking; What am I doing here? Who are you doing all this for? ...  I've really released a lot of music in the last few years. Sometimes good, sometimes very good and sometimes not so good music. I know I'm not Virgill, Chris Huelsbeck, kb, Hunz, etc. Nevertheless, I have already received many compliments from Virgill or even SagaMusix. And that does me so incredibly well. πŸ™‚ And then I think to myself, "I guess you're not that bad after all." But then I release a track and there's absolutely no response to it. Not even real downloads. And again I worry. What I'm doing wrong and what I could change. I fall privately again into deep depression and self-doubt. It's a back-and-forth ...

I'm working on a lot of tracks right now. I don't know yet if any of them will ever be finished. As I have written several times, I am working on a complete switch from Schism Tracker to OpenMPT. For me, it's very hard, and I don't know yet if it's all SO good. But I think a change could do me good. Even though I'm not 100% sure yet. I owe a lot to Schism Tracker. I just love this program. On the other hand, OpenMPT is more complex and offers me much more possibilities in the future. I just have to keep working with this program and invest a lot of time. That's also one of the reasons why I haven't released another track after Night Air

In the meantime, I have already published a few small previews of my upcoming track. Even though the track is now 100% finished, I still find little things I want to change. I would have loved to show you this track before the end of the year. Please forgive me if you don't get to hear a new track from me at the end of the year. πŸ’™

But now I have written much more than I actually wanted to. πŸ˜‰ It has also become much more private than I wanted it to be. Please excuse this.

And as always ... please excuse my bad English!

I wish you a great Christmas and stay healthy! πŸ€ΆπŸ§‘‍πŸŽ„πŸŽ„☃️❄️

Regards, melcom

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